Mind, Body & Spirit...INSIDE OUT

Dear Allah, I pray for you, And I am praying always, And I will pray forever … to relieve my heart that is heavy with fear, doubt and worry. This burden is too heavy for me to bear so I surrender it to your greatness. In its place I pray to increase my faith to make me so powerful that fear cannot penetrate it. Faith that your greatness will give to me… so strong …that I no longer doubt that whatever problem I have today will be long gone by tomorrow. Dear Allah, Help me. Dear Allah, Guide me. Through whatever challenges I face today and All the days of my life. For there is only one Truth and one Reality and that is You, Allah. I have no doubt, that it will pass ever and after with your great help and support. And You and Your Love are more powerful than the sum of all fears and doubts. Dear Allah, I need you. My heart rests in this knowing and in your love I surrender…. And trust that my good is already unfolding perfectly. And so it is. Amen. ...

Loneliness is the worst thing in life. Sometimes we feel lonely even if we are surrounded with lots of people that really care or even don’t. The thing that really also goes wrong that you feel that you are so strong to express! When you are strong and can not say “I am lonely”, “I really want to cry” and at the same time “I want to be alone”. Being a person that cry tears from heart and pain goes directly to heart and even your tears can not come out of your eyes is so bad thing that we can feel. “I want to cry” but I can not! I feel the pain; it comes directly from my heart. The pain that is caused from the nearest persons in my life! …. It’s too bad pain even to imagine or to express. Finding self in a time on the HOLD MOOD!! I feel pain to the extent that I can not take decisions because I can not. It has mixed up with me! I even do not know what to do! And Even More that I don’t imagine that these people goes that way with ME! I want a solution but I could not. I want to live but ...

The title may be is so vogue … but I really meant it … The real meaning for it is sometimes that anyone needs time to STOP…PAUSE in life and start to HUG self. The purpose for that depends on that we lost ways over life when demands are so many around us. The Loss differs in its ways and changes as percentages as each sees priorities in life. It usually starts with grief in person’s life when losing a special way, special demand, special person, special friend, and specials in life as a general rule. As we depend on those specials we start to lose ways. Being not a pleasing person and the same time, Being an avoider to conflicts with others, so compromising comes at the first place. Compromising by asking some questions that may be by answering them we find answers for life mission. Means of Life mission that we really live our life for a mission for each one of us. Life Mission differs from a person to another. Pushing the pause button in life to start the Play button after knowing ou...

Health is the First of life. Wealth is the Next of life. Character's courage is the Best of life. Respect is Must in life. Turning is the Test of life. God's blessing is the Crest of life. Love is Crucial for life. Happiness is the Perfume of life. Truth is the Search of life. Death is the Rest of life.

I wondered where you are now! Do you remember me? Do you feel me? Do you hear me? Saying I love you. Or my love just died long time ago. My love appeared in my touch to you. I really love you without even waiting for you. My words vanished while I am saying your name. I just wonder where you are now. I have taken by your eyes to a dream that I could not forget. My words ran out, when I see you. I don’t know what to do when I touch you. I missed you. I missed you more than anything in my life. I hope you are with me. I hope you know my feelings. I want to be old with you. I want to breathe your air. I want to finish my life beside you. P lease come I am calling you to relief me. D on’t ever leave me again. Don’t ever push me to leave you. Don’t go away again. Promise me that you won’t leave me. I want you just to be beside me ever. I missed you. I missed you with every beat in my heart. I missed your voice saying that you love me. I missed your warmth that used to give to...

As nature always stirs me up, gives me the energy that I want. Besides; it helps me to be stronger; facing reality in life. Being aside to Nature, gives me the power to make up inspiring pieces; the fact that I always watch the stars, sun and moon when I am sad, hurt, or/and even mad of life. Always in our life there are lots of things that bring us back, stop us from being on the track or the road that we already drew to ourselves. These things may differ from one another; as every one of us; see own priority in life. Problems we face usually get us down. As Problems get us down; so we are above them always also. They PULL us down means THEY are down THERE, and WE are ALREADY ABOVE THEM! Just let's think about it that way. I do not have to go for them; I have to be ABOVE always. Even I have to Pick them UP and cast them to the side. I thought about that… that way… by matching our problems that we usually face in life and the nature things around us that we usually watch. "Lik...