And she really loved him...
She told me; I met him accidentally and not on purpose. From the second I saw him, I fell in love with him. He didn't do anything to let me love him, I just felt it. I feel the he is mine and I decided to keep him in anyways. I resisted that feeling at the beginning. But it kept me pushing and pushing. I started to convince myself that it may be not real and I won't see him again. But nothing happened so I let it be! Became so close, became friends, doing everything together, taking eachothers' opinions and life moved, years passed. Suddenly 4 years. 4 years I am in the same place. Attached not moving and just keeping him around! Then! The pain 💔 let me and let him separated. Ecerytime we decide to leave we were getting back as if nothing said or happened. Till I decided to break the cycle! The cycle we are in! I told him "I hate you" and I don't want you again in my life! And left! Pain kills me! But nothing to do, life stops with him even he is around! I ...