And she really loved him...

She told me;
I met him accidentally and not on purpose. From the second I saw him, I fell in love with him. He didn't do anything to let me love him, I just felt it. I feel the he is mine and I decided to keep him in anyways. I resisted that feeling at the beginning. But it kept me pushing and pushing. I started to convince myself that it may be not real and I won't see him again. But nothing happened so I let it be! Became so close, became friends, doing everything together, taking eachothers' opinions and life moved, years passed. Suddenly 4 years. 4 years I am in the same place. Attached not moving and just keeping him around! 
Then! The pain đź’” let me and let him separated. 
Ecerytime we decide to leave we were getting back as if nothing said or happened. Till I decided to break the cycle! The cycle we are in! I told him "I hate you" and I don't want you again in my life! And left!
Pain kills me! But nothing to do, life stops with him even he is around! I killed me even its right for us!" And then she cried!
I told her .. "Everyone told us the life moves and goes on! But never told us how? Let me tell you.. the pain will never fade but it will diminish! You will never forget the memories but will smile when you remember! It will take time but can't tell you how long! May be a life time or may be forever or may be at once!"
This type is never repeated unless once in a life time and it is always the "One"! 
Sending love ❤️ 

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