Tears that comes from my heart.


Loneliness is the worst thing in life.
Sometimes we feel lonely even if we are surrounded with lots of people that really care or even don’t. The thing that really also goes wrong that you feel that you are so strong to express!
When you are strong and can not say “I am lonely”, “I really want to cry” and at the same time “I want to be alone”.
Being a person that cry tears from heart and pain goes directly to heart and even your tears can not come out of your eyes is so bad thing that we can feel.
“I want to cry” but I can not!
I feel the pain; it comes directly from my heart.
The pain that is caused from the nearest persons in my life! ….
It’s too bad pain even to imagine or to express.
Finding self in a time on the HOLD MOOD!!
I feel pain to the extent that I can not take decisions because I can not.
It has mixed up with me!
I even do not know what to do!
And Even More that I don’t imagine that these people goes that way with ME!
I want a solution but I could not.
I want to live but I don’t know how?!
I am depressed to the extent that I do not see anyone.
Or even want to share anything with anyone!
Just sharing the tears that come from my heart not my eyes !!!

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