THOUGHTS NEARLY MID 2010; THE VERY MOMENT

It had been a long time since I updated my blog. Many things changed. Definitely, how would things not change in almost a year since last post time?!! Well!! I will begin again and again... As I am not too late. This is life sometimes time passes by with no strict. All that counts will come from this only blogging.

I will share just Thoughts this time, Random Thoughts...not connected in a matter or how…But connected in a matter or how!!

Very strange!

Thoughts;

I feel sad when I was not able to stand up

Like I said, when you are standing between things and don't know what is the best to pour out from you mouth. That's when shit happens! Learning how to say the right thing at the right time has never been an easy task for me.

Thoughts;

I want to float away,

fly freely. Escape.

But, YOU, the weight

at the end of my ribbon,

prevent me from drifting away,

keeping me grounded.

Your HAND,

gently touches my face.

It’s ice cold,

probably from standing in the rain

OR PROBABLY not!

Waiting with me,

urging me to take a step,

because it’s time to move ON.

Out of nervousness,

I bite my lip, so hard it bleeds.

“It’s okay.”

And the tears fall

FAST!

Your soothing voice makes

those hard-to-hold-back tears trickle.

We walk, together,

through the rain.

As I started to think again,

Dear Weight;

I just said;

I want to float away,

fly freely. Escape.

Don’t prevent me,

As I am obliged,

Don’t be at the end of my ribbon,

As I will do my best,

To release myself from you,

I just wanna live,

My dear weight,

And I will release myself,

I will live whatever,

You are preventing me whenever,

I will be released,

I will do the best to float away,

fly freely. Escape.

To my new island,

My new escape.

As life is a road,

And I want to keep going!

Thoughts;

Is not about fixing

it’s about walking along side

living in the truth

being shown the truth

accepting the truth.

Thoughts;

I'm on this kick lately where I just say what I feel.

To people.

It's kind of odd since I've never done that before.

It's liberating in a sense, but then it gets you in to trouble.

Now, there are several people that I would never tell them how I feel, but I'm getting better.

We can't expect miracles over night.

But Miracles are usually done over Night!

But then when you tell people how you feel you can never really fully expect the response.

But you’ll get probably a Response!

That's why I like when other people tell me how they feel so I can have more control of the situation.

And there are several things you could do to make this situation better. I'm just saying.

May be a little better, because I'm not done.

Well, I am, but I'm not.

Thoughts;

As I am not too blind to see this time

The question here;

Did I live Life…? Or Life Lived Me?!

Just sharing as usual, till we meet again…

"Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings - always darker, emptier and simpler."
Friedrich Nietzsche