"Missed the ‘Female’ in Me!”....Just Sharing

Female ... Do you exist? ... Do you really still available? ... Do have inside?
Once upon a time.. there was a female... just a female...From life to LIFE! ... forgot being a female!... sitting around just remembers 'OH! I am a Female!'.
A Female ... A God creature... in order to have certain things in life and to be in a certain position... A female that needs certain type of MAN.. that's not available around!
Even if is around...he is not THAT!
A thought... a thought just comes to mind!
A thought ... a thought just comes around and keeps on every time of interacting!
A thought... Not only here... its just there and there aside
A thought... That is rare to use regarding a position taken in life!
'ME'... Am still there? ... Or ... Do have to continue without?...
It's a confession!...May Be!
Its a Reality! ... May Be!
Its a real females' situation!
Reality!
May Be!
Clearing the mind ... exists or not ... that may accuse of getting out of cultural attitudes and restrictions around!
Available! ... Still! ... Or ... Vanished by the Will!
May Be!
No!
No Search!
... May Be! ...Could help for for appearing the real!
Females ... just need a MAN not a male!
Missed the Female in Me!
It's just a thought ... May Be ... !
... Or ... May Be not!
... Because it's the Truth!
... Really missed ... 'Me'!
Missed being!
Missed Be!
May Be!
Missed the feeling of the feeling of missing 'Me'!
Missed Real 'Me'!
By ... Man ... Know ...!
Touching a lot! ... Touched either! ...
Just a Female .. like Me!
Not either ... or Even neither!
Missed 'Female in Me!'...
Missed the feeling of Being!
Missed the touch of reaching!
May Be!
Attitudes have to follow!
Brought up!
Forbidden Not!
No hard look ... will be ... out!
Out of limit!
Even if just convinced being attached that does not give the whole!
'You actually look quite cute like that deary'!
May BE!
... Where the feminine side lies!
... Actually been battling something which was already meant to be!
Be there all along!...
Instead of pushing side away! ... Embraced! ... Killed! ... the same really!
... position of responsibility... that held the real aside ... Deal Whatever!
... To be something ... which Not! ... Whenever!
Since it's who really ... to face ... who really!
A female ... or ... a Female!
Just Missed!

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